现在,她就要走了,就在走的一刻,米籽心里却有点起毛,因为此刻的心情与她原先想像的有一点不同,她原以为憧憬了三年的流浪生涯一日迈步便将如“壮士一去不复返”般的慷慨,可真的将梦想兑换成现实的最后关头,却发现自己仍在作种种挣扎。
現在,她就要走了,就在走的一刻,米籽心裏卻有點起毛,因為此刻的心情與她原先想像的有一點不同,她原以為憧憬了三年的流浪生涯一日邁步便將如“壯士一去不復返”般的慷慨,可真的將夢想兑換成現實的最後關頭,卻發現自己仍在作種種掙扎。
xiàn zài , tā jiù yào zǒu le , jiù zài zǒu de yī kè , mǐ zǐ xīn lǐ què yǒu diǎn qǐ máo , yīn wèi cǐ kè de xīn qíng yǔ tā yuán xiān xiǎng xiàng de yǒu yī diǎn bù tóng , tā yuán yǐ wèi chōng jǐng le sān nián de liú làng shēng yá yī rì mài bù biàn jiāng rú “ zhuàng shì yī qù bù fù fǎn ” bān de kāng kǎi , kě zhēn de jiāng mèng xiǎng duì huàn chéng xiàn shí de zuì hòu guān tóu , què fā xiàn zì jǐ réng zài zuò zhǒng zhǒng zhèng zhá .
Now, she was about to leave. Right at the moment when she was leaving, Mizi got a little flustered in her heart because how she felt at this moment was different from how she originally imagined it. She had thought that once she stepped into the vagrant life she had been longing for for three years, she would have a big heart as "a warrior that goes without returning", but at the last critical point before her dream is exchanged for reality, she realized that she was still dealing with all sorts of struggles.
Mandarin
我仍在不同时期,遇见那些小我五岁、十岁、十五岁、二十岁的拉子(通常是一些像她,有着黄金灵魂,却为自己的爱欲认同而痛苦的T们),仍和我虔诚地谈论邱妙津,谈论《蒙马特遗书》,我感觉她已成为台湾女同志“拉子共和国”、某张隐秘时光货币上的一幅肖像。
我仍在不同時期,遇見那些小我五歲、十歲、十五歲、二十歲的拉子(通常是一些像她,有着黃金靈魂,卻為自己的愛慾認同而痛苦的T們),仍和我虔誠地談論邱妙津,談論《蒙馬特遺書》,我感覺她已成為台灣女同志“拉子共和國”、某張隱秘時光貨幣上的一幅肖像。
wǒ réng zài bù tóng shí qī , yù jiàn nà xiē xiǎo wǒ wǔ suì , shí suì , shí wǔ suì , èr shí suì de lā zi ( tōng cháng shì yī xiē xiàng tā , yǒu zhe huáng jīn líng hún , què wèi zì jǐ de ài yù rèn tóng ér tòng kǔ de T men ) , réng hé wǒ qián chéng dì tán lùn qiū miào jīn , tán lùn “ méng mǎ tè yí shū ” , wǒ gǎn jiào tā yǐ chéng wéi tái wān nǚ tóng zhì “ lā zi gòng hé guó ” , mǒu zhāng yǐn mì shí guāng huò bì shàng de yī fú xiào xiàng .